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Name: Gail
Birthday: 10/16/1990
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Interests: arts... visual or literary, mostly
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Tuesday, February 01, 2011

FUCK THIS SHIT


Friday, September 03, 2010

What would you attempt to do, if you were guaranteed not to fail?

Does that include no regrets? If so, I'd do all kinds of thing.

But for something that I knew if attempted would succeed, I would definitely create my artopia. I don't know where and I don't know how. But I would buy a plot or two and build on it a self-sufficient artistic community. Supported by its own products, produced by its inhabitants. <3

   

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If you could re-date an ex, which one and why?


I wouldn't. Period. Partially because there's only one. Partially because I'm definitely not interested in him anymore. Partially because I would just compare it to our first go around. But mostly because I promised myself I would never redate someone who broke up with me. One stop shopping. I am everything you want and need - or I'm not. Don't forget what you came for.

 

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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Before The Sun Sets Again

I'm just chillin and trying to figure out if I've already fucked up too much to reconsider. the time is here for me to make a decision - its been here - I'm almost afraid its already left. So I need to make a choice, but i don't even know what my choices are. So to calm my mind I'm taking a little while. A class period, actually. To set myself off and reboot and see if anything that occurs to me is worth pursuing. Or at least considering. I really hate the prospect of falling into that awful rut that i see so many other potentiall brilliant people fall into. Accepting mediocrity isn't going to cut it anymore. So, I guess my first choice, is am I happy being substandard or will I insist on doing better than I have for the majority of my life?

 

 

I'm doing a college search. All the schools suggested to me are historically black. lol

But Central State University (in Ohio) seems the most appealing. but there's also one in Austin with a reasonable tuition and guaranteed on-campus housing.

 

But I'm off to find more.


Friday, June 18, 2010

Dreamsies

For the past few days I've been setting my alarm for eleven. With the intention of waking up, acknowledging my dream (i might mumble a keyword, but this s just so my conscious mind can grasp it) and then going back to sleep immediately.

It's worked pretty well.

This morning I had a two-part dream (my dear old mom decided to wake me up in not a very nice way. i almost hit her in the face, and not in conscious-threaten-mode. :O) But yeah, the setting is basically the same. We're at what is probably a college shape like my elementary school's 6th grade hallway. At the beginning we're all standing out by the end doors just by the gate. And there's several of us. Karen, Matthew, and Brett I know for absolute certainty. There were others so I assume Julia, Robert, Bianca, etc. Y'kno. Anyway, we're there idk. And we go in to set up our classes. Well as I go in, we all get separated. The first room I come across has a lot of the male visual kids from btw. I didn't see Matthew, though, so I kept walking. Since it seemed like class was in session. I walk further, almost to the end of the hall, and there's a class being held more or less in th hallway. Karen's in this class. It seems like freshman french. But I don't stay. I walk back and forth, and then Karen pops up and says that her teacher requested I enter the class so I'll stop distracting others. I sit behind Karen, and they start being french. Then I get up and go to the other room. Which seems to be art history. It has the art vibe but I don't see any evidence. I remember Daniel Armendarez... Oh, so, same dream kinda. We're looking for a place to set up what might be a slot-car set. And I've had a similar dream. But I'm with Amanda Barry, and we're trying to find a particular spot, but the area is getting more and more crowded. (I think this all happened before the school thing. but it's like we're IN the school.) So, we give up on trying to find it and go out to find Matthew, and that's when everyone comes from around the corner. Chambliss, Matthew, Brett, Karen, etc. I hug Chambliss after I hug Matthew, and she triesto give him a sandwich I think I left in her room like Junior year. (ew?) LOL.

So the NEXT dream, I'm in a swimming pool/bathtub for most of it. Idk if I'm showering or swimming, but it's a big area. And I'm upset about something. There was some girl that I had words with but idr her very well. And then I spot something creepy in the water, and haul myself out. The water is draining and I realize it's a really really long skinny blue and white spiny prickly fish. And then I notice another one by the fountain, but this one is smaller, and probably dead. I get really grossed out. And I wanted to catch the fish before it went down the drain to inspect it, but I wasn't fast enough and I didn't want to hurt it - which would've been the only way for me to stop it. Once its gone I see a little brown gecko also by the water source. EW?

 

I've had two others. One where we were exploring a old fancy-ish house, matthew and i got separated in a greek-y white-marble water garden, and eventually got back with the group after they've awoken ms. miller, and she starts dancing and singing with robert. o.0  And the othe had a fire at "booker t" which resulted in an evactuation, where we walked alll the way around what I recognize as a bike trail in a garland park, and across a bridge. I was with my sister. Got separated, ended up in a group with david boreanaz, sterling sledge and kayla williams. I saw karen<3, made fun of Boreanaz. and it was like a catered evacuation. LOL  there's another with a castle and I'm a princess and I wanna something something something. idk. <3



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